I married the love of my life on Saturday August 17th, We had a happy accident and i found out i was pregnant Sunday September 8th . Sadly, we had to say goodbye to the baby almost as quickly as we said hello.
Body:
My stomach and lower body is tender and sore to touch. I'm also fighting infection right now.
My doctor told me that i should rest for a while, She has also told me that i shouldn't carry things, stand up for very long or do any heavy activities. I just get out of breath doing normal things like walking to the bathroom
Mind:
Right now i'm staying at my parents, That's the best thing right now. For me it's best if i'm around people right now instead of isolating myself and focusing on my thoughts. I noticed when anyone said they were sorry or asked me how i was i would say "it's okay" or "i'm okay" I'm not going to lie, I'm not okay i feel like a toy missing a piece. I feel like there isn't enough ice cream, tea and blankets in the world. But everyone has been so kind to me and i thank God for you all. You all have been sensitive to my wants and needs. From comfort foods to just kind words of encouragement. Thank you all so much.
